Kamis, 23 Desember 2010

Dear Best Friends,

   Dear best friends,
   Remember the times we stayed up and all those laughs we shared and we never let a boy get us down, remember how we would never argue over the silly things; look at us now. Sad how distance tore us apart. It’s sad how we barely talk anymore, it’s sad that I’m that the only one who seems to care.
It’s hard to watch people change right in front of you but, the hardest part is remembering who they used to be.
I am just so sick and tired of this. I want to be alright
without you. I want to be able to go a month, a week,
an hour without thinking of you. Without wondering
why it is you don’t care at all anymore. I am just so sick
and tired of needing you in my life knowing that you
only make me sad.

I want a Cinderella Story, The Notebook Romance, A Walk To Remember true-to-death love. And to be completely honest, I want you and only you. I want to stop wishing for you at 10:10 because you’re already mine. I want to draw your name in hearts and not feel guilty. I want to stop sitting up at night praying to God to make you mine. I want to be with you, and only you. I want to text you day and night, I want to hug you and never let go, I want you just to be spontaneous, I want to hold hands with you and show you off to the world. I want you, and only you.
I want a boyfriend who will be there for me. I also want him to be my best friend. I want him to realize that i really do care & not just saying I do. I want him to love me for who I am & not just who I am pretending to be. I want him to bring me up when i am sad or mad. I want him to like my friends. I want him to be able to talk to my friends without me thinking he's flirting. I want him to never cheat on me or let me think he is. I just want someone to care about me. Who will love my dorky self. When I fall i want him to laugh then help me up. I just want a guy who will care. I want a sweet, funny, and a guy who can be all of these things. I want a guy who will care.

Minggu, 12 Desember 2010

i d k

i dont know should be happy or sad. Im happy cause i could see you playing something you love today. But im sad, you didnt even take a look at me.
did you know that i came just to see you? preparing some reasons if they asked me why suddenly i came. it isnt as usual to come to the event like this. for me of course.
do you know that i've waited for about 3 hours? i just even saw you for less than 30 minutes at last.
well, i might look like i didnt care and came for nothing. But really i have a clear reason. YOU! only you.
I just could laugh when someone else yelling out your name. Really, i wanted to do it! trust me! but i cant.....
i dont want if they know about the way i feel. Let they speculated about someone who became my reason to came. I cant tell them.
Hmm sometimes i feel uncomfortable when they think i like someone who already has a girlfriend. But it just bcause they dont know the fact. Its not him.

Well, i know i shouldnt being like this. i shouldnt complain too much. There's no love without sacrifice, right? =)
and what i've done today havent been too much.
mianhe^^v

:-|

It scares me how easily everyone can move on so fast. How what once meant so much, can be forgotten like it meant nothing.
Sooner or later, everyone in your life is going to hurt you. you just have to figure out which ones are worth the pain.

Sabtu, 11 Desember 2010

Tentang Kamu

Ku tak bisa menebak, ku tak bisa membaca tentang kamu.. Tentang kamu..

Kau buatku bertanya slalu dalam hatiku tentang kamu.. Tentang kamu..

Begitu banyak bintang sperti pertanyaanku tentang kamu.. Tentang kamu..

Bagaimana bila akhirnya ku cinta kau? dari kekuranganmu hingga lebihmu.. Bagaimana bila semua benar terjadi? Mungkin inilah yang terindah...

Jumat, 19 November 2010

My biggest mistake I ever made was thinking they were different. Turns out, they're just the same like a bunch of strangers :/

Kamis, 18 November 2010

The technicolor phase

I am the red in the rose, the flowers
on the blankets on your bedroom floor.
And I am the gray in the ghost that hides
with your clothes behind your closet door.

I am the green in the grass that bends back
from underneath your feet.
And I am the blue in your back alley view
where the horizon and the rooftops meet.

If you cut me I suppose I would bleed the colors
of the evening stars.
You can go anywhere you wish cause I'll be there, wherever you are.

I will always be your keys
when we are lost in the technicolor phase

The black in the book
the letters on the pages that you memorize.
And I am the orange in the overcast
of color that you visualize.

I am the white in the walls that soak up
all the sound when you cannot sleep.
And I am the peach in the starfish on the beach
that wish the harbor wasn't quite so deep.

Selasa, 16 November 2010

-_-

semuanya berubah 180derajat.
dunia yang tadinya aku cintai, yang penuh dengan orang-orang yang aku sayang walopun belum pernah ketemuan, dunia yg bikin aku ngakak tengah malem, yang ngajarin aku caranya berantem *hihihi*, yang penuh kesolidan pokoknya berubah.
bahkan aku gak pengen ngobrol lagi sama mereka. orang orang yang ada disana -_-
aku bosan.........
mereka masih saja membicarakan satu hal yang bahkan sekarang aku sudah tidak lagi menaruh minat tinggi -__-
aku... nggak ngerti kenapa aku berubah

Senin, 08 November 2010

I`m not gonna lie about this anymore. I break easily. I scar. I`m fragile. I get hurt. I`m not bulletproof, you know.
Because there's always some truth behind "just kidding" and a little pain behind "I don't care."
I really do love this boy, our long conversations, little arguments, endless smiles & you know..pretty much everything about him.
It's funny how I`m afraid to lose you when your not even mine.
Believe me: I really did like you, but I wasn’t gonna sit around and wait until you find out who and what you wanted, so I moved on.
I'm moving on. No more waiting. No more hurt. If you wanted me, you could have had me, but you didn't. You blew your chances.
You know what makes letting go of a crush so hard? The fear that the moment you let go, they`ll finally catch on.

You like me..but you don`t wanna be with me. What the hell does that mean?
 We met, we talked, we flirted, I fell for you, I trusted you, you flirted with her, you ruined everything. End of story.
Everybody makes mistakes. I also make them. But the biggest mistake I ever made was falling for you.
Don't say yes if you really mean no.

Minggu, 26 September 2010

thanks

broken heart. udah berkali kali aku alamin. tapi yang kali ini beda. beda banget.
karna orangnya juga beda. jauh lebih bermakna. bukan. bukan broken heart pada umumnya. thanks for hurting me.
its bad enuf

iam not

im not a person who is in your mind. you dont know me, but you told everyone like you knew me. and its different from the fact. you should have asked me before you told anyone who i am!

i hate you

shit

well, gw mulai ngerasa ga dianggep. gw mulai ngerasa kalo kita udah gak satu. udah pecah. udah punya jalan beda-beda. munafvck! sbenernya kita gak saling cocok yakan?

shitty. im out of our way. whatever

Jumat, 17 September 2010

13TERS IS .....

hahaha aduh sedih banget ya kalo hari gini ada yang masih bilang 13TERS tuh antis. emang mentang-mentang jumlahnya 13 trus dikata antis .....?
LOL banget. we're not antis, we're not parody and we're not GENK hahahaha lucu banget ada yang bilang kita kita ini geng yampon plis deh ya......

hahaha
kita cuman temenan karna satu pikiran trus suatu malem, kita iseng iseng bikin girlband (?) karna kurang kerjaan, malem-malem akhirnya kita bikin nama fandom, official colour, dsb. dan semua itu cuman buat asik-asikan doang. eh ganyangka banyak yang anggep twit kita lucu, hiburan malam dan ada yang mau jadi fandom kita! hahahaha

secara pribadi, gue memandang 13 anaknya asik, seru, rame, rata-rata (gak semua loh ya) porntal, nyolot, doyan berantem, dan frontal hahahaha emang secara pribadi mungkin ada yang gak suka sama BB/GB tertentu tapi KITA GAPERNAH MENGATASNAMAKAN 13TERS pas kita ngritik band tertentu.
dan semua yang berhubungan sama twit kita kalo lagi ngumpul itu TOTALLY JOKES. gada yang serius

13 gakan nyolot kalo gak di nyolotin duluan hahaha
tergantung lo nya ajasih. kalo lo anggep kita angin lalu, dan pelawak (?) ya semuanya baik-baik aja
tapi kalo lo model fans "senggol bacot, rebek gue tabok"  yaa urusan lo aja yang mau cari ribut.
LOL

dibawa sante ajasih.we have our own style :D

13TERS ♥

Annyeong! urineun 13TERS imnida!
kekekeke penonton langsung kabur *sambutan yg gaje*

INTRODUCE


Official Name : 13EJATERS a.k.a. 13TERS (read : biters)

Nama 13EJATERS ini pertama kali dicetuskan (?) oleh istrinya Onew tersayang : Ninda ~ yg kemudian disingkat jadi 13TERS –biters- atas usul dari istrinya Jonghyun (ini kenapa jadi bawa2 SHINee -_-) terkasih : Eira. Biters dalam bahasa inggris (karangan kita) berarti “penggigit” errr… RAWWWRRR ~ *abaikan*

Motto : Fiesta itu cepet jebol Berani mengusik kami? Siap-siaplah mention anda akan penuh dengan capslock.

Years active : 2010 - till the end of time ~ *backsound Shining Star*

Genre : dangdut Semua aliran musik ♫

Labels : SMEnt (Sistha – Minho Entertainment) (SoMplak Entertainment)

Website : 13ters on twitter

Best Single : Perawan Bergilir *@#$%^&!?* Telah mendapatkan penghargaan dalam ajang bergensi Seoul Music Awards 2012.

Fandom Name : E.L.B (EverLastingB)

First E.L.B. = locketere

Most Famous E.L.B. = Taylor Swift

Official Colour : Gold.

AF : Braters -in English- BEHAters -in Indonesian- (BEjaters HAters).

Villagers yang suka menuai sensasi dengan 13TERS : Cament.

Wanita yang paling iri akan kehadiran 13ters : Krystal Jung, Jessica Jung, Victoria, dll.


MEMBERS


1. Name : Maura Pradita Irawan -13’s Leader-
DOB : 21 Febuary 1992
Position : Leader.
Partner in SJ : Park Jungsoo a.k.a. Leeteuk.
Contact : morastoic ♥
Info : Leader yg satu ini adalah leader yang paling gaul diantara leader GB lain. Taeyeon SNSD pernah ngelabrak dia gara2 cewe ini merebut martabak special 1004 Leeteuk darinya. Hingga saat ini, Taeyeon diduga mengalami stress berat. Leader gaul ini juga sangat baik hati tidak bertanggung jawab, selalu melimpahkan pekerjaan kepada sang magnae. Leader ini hanya muncul jika dikasih kemenyan ada villagers yang ingin mengusik 13TERS.
Nama Fandom : Aphrodites

2. Name : Aisah Nur Wulan.
DOB : 18 March 1992.
Position : ga jelas Vocalist.
Partner in SJ : Heechul.
Contact : wowwhhsy ♥
Info : Cewe aneh ini hanya mempunyai 1 suami tetapi mempunyai banyak istri. Dia yuri? Entahlah, kami sendiri pun tak tahu *pasang tampang pasrah*

3. Name : Reynata Hadian -13’s innocent girl-
DOB : 28 July 1993.
Position : Lead Dancer.
Partner in SJ : Hangeng a.k.a. Hankyung.
Contact : naachkhun ♥
Info : Cewe tercantik (menurut gue ya) di 13TERS ini paling sering jarang ngebejat dan ngefrontal -_-“ entah dia turunan siapa hhh KhunToria Shipper sejati (?) *plakk* sorry sorry u,u

4. Name : Ninda Madiha Qonita S. -13’s freaky MVP-
DOB : 21 October 1993.
Position : Lead Vocal.
Partner in SJ : Yesung.
Contact : iheartJINKI ♥
Info : Cewe berkerudung namun bejat ini paling suka kalo ada villagers yang nyari ribut. Mengalir darah The Jack dalam dirinya. Dia adalah ‘umma’ di 13TERS.
Nama Fandom : Hearties.

5. Name : Novita Amalia A. -13’s Snow White- *HOEKK*
DOB : 4 November 1993
Position : Vocalist.
Partner in SJ : Kang In
Contact : KKibums ♥
Info : Ingin bertemu cewe aneh ini? Datanglah ke kuburan pojokan jendela kamar. Maka kalian akan melihat sesosok wanita terkapar mengenaskan sedang melamun merindukan suaminya Kim Kibum (yang belakangan telah diketahui telah berselingkuh dan menghamili anak di bawah umur) <-- tolong jaga rahasia ini.

6. Name : Yuanita Permatasari -13’s night butterfly- <-- maksa
DOB : 28 May 1995
Position : Lead Dancer.
Partner in SJ : Shindong <-- eternal love *backsound : Marry U ~ uuuu would you marry me?*
Contact : Contact : wowwhsy ♥
Info : Kupu-kupu periang yang doyan nyari laki. Sampai saat ini tidak dietahui berapa lelaki yang masuk ke dalam perangkapnya -.-“
Nama Fandom : Minoyuno.

7. Name : Shabrina Zhafira -13’s Curut-
DOB : 7 June 1995
Position : Vocalist.
Partner in SJ : Sungmin.
Contact : fymouse ♥
Info : Bidadari di kalangan curut ini adalah member 13TERS yang paling tidak tahu diri PEDE dan KEPEDEAN. No offense.
Nama Fandom : CURUDD <-- NGAKAK GA KARUAN

8. Name : Hana Kireii <-- entah benar atau engga.
DOB : 8 August 1995
Position : Lead Dancer.
Partner in SJ : Eunhyuk.
Contact : iHanatic ♥
Info : member 13TERS yang paling suka nge-kaskus -_- kadang2 jiwa autisnya keluar. Saat member yang lain sedang nge-bejat, dia terkadang suka menampakkan tweet innocent hhhh.
Nama Fandom : Hanatic.

9. Name : Anaya Eira Emillia -13’s cute rabbit-
DOB : 21 August 1995
Position : Lead Dancer.
Partner in SJ : Donghae.
Contact : eirabbit ♥
Info : Suka Jonghyun, sayang, cinta, dan sebangsanya. Member ke-2 yang paling innocent. Dia seorang (?) kelinci. Dia menggigit. Beware.
Nama Fandom : Hoppers.

10. Name : Addiena Nindya -13’s Mosquito’s Sex Slave-
DOB : 23 September 1995
Position : Vocalist.
Partner in SJ : Siwon <-- author yang bikin note ini MURKA.
Contact : addienan ♥
Info : Sering diperkosa nyamuk tiap malam. Kasihanilah dia. Beri dia uang.
Nama Fandom : Mosquitoes.

11. Name : Nana Khirisima -13’s JewelBokep-
DOB : ga tau -_-
Position : Lead Vocal <-- sangat diragukan
Partner in SJ : Ryeowook lalalalalalalalalalala
Contact : BARBIEtaebom ♥
Info : Hyuk-Hyo Shipper. Hyuk-IU Lover. Alvin’s biggest fan.
Nama Fandom : Goddess.

12. Name : Nieda Fitra Estika -13’s Locket-
DOB : 20 February 1996
Position : Actor (?)
Partner in SJ : Kibum
Contact : nieekey ♥
Info : Sebenarnya dia ada bakat frontal. Tapi sering berlagak innocent di tiap tweetnya hhh –“
Nama Fandom : Chiavis.

13. Name : Sistha Anindita Heningtyas -13’s Pervert Magnae-
DOB : 27 September 1996
Position : Lead Vocal.
Partner in SJ : Kyuhyun.
Contact : preciousistha ♥
Info : Magnae yang mempunyai otak “dewasa”. Istri sah-nya Choi Siwon. Namun sementara ini terpaksa berpairing dengan Kyuhyun. Kalian tau Choi Minho? Ya, dia sedang berjuang untuk merebut kembali cinta sang magnae ini *diceburin member yang lain*
Nama Fandom : Firester.


HISTORY


Berawal dari anak-anak yang suka gigitin kayu online tengah malem ^^ dan dipertemukan oleh tetangga suju yang baik hati. Namun sayang, dia mati tenggelam di Laut Cina saat akan kembali ke Indonesia dengan menggunakan getek. Hingga saat ini diduga mayatnya telah hancur dimakan ikan teri.
Dengan tweets pervert nan frontal hahaha akhirnya kami saling follow-memfollow.
Tiap malam kami selalu pervert dan frontal. Namun akhirnya, ada orang sok waras yang nge-bash kami. Dengan segera mention orang tsb penuh dengan CAPSLOCK. Setelah kenyang menerima bashing-bashing dari anak-anak angels nan innocent khkhkhkh ^^v karna gasuka liat tweets kita, sekarang kami telah kebal sama yang namanya bashing lalalala malah kayaknya villagers itu yang trauma ngebashing kami.

Setelah saling kenal, ternyata kita sama-sama cocok, tweets konyol yang bikin ngakak tiap tengah malem XD bikin kita tambah nyambung. Akhirnya tanggal 20 Juni 2010 diresmikan juga “13EJATERS” yang disingkat 13TERS biar ga kepanjangan. Here We go… 13TERS SIAP MEMBASMI keperjakaan nyamuk KETIDAK ADILAN DI MUKA BUMI INI! *abaikan*

That’s all about us! ☺

*tambahan : yg mau masuk personal fandom kontak ke member masing-masing ya hahaha

Berharap suatu hari bisa gathering buat nabokin (?) kalian satu-satu :*
You rock girls! SARANGHAEYO!!!!! ♥

P.S. : note ini dibikin oleh gue dan Vita dengan susah payah hhh

P.S.-nya P.S. : Sorry notenya gaje. Bingung gw mau nulis apaan. Kalo ada yang kurang di comment aja ya. Terutama buat DOB sama julukan, kao ada yang salah atau mau diganti bilang. Kalo ada yg punya ide nambahin foto apa juga bilang. Ntar diedit lagi.

Note : RCL! Read Comment Like! SILENT READER PLEASE GO AWAY! <-- sok banget

Next Project : ke Jogja atau ke Singapore? <-- makin sok

Sabtu, 21 Agustus 2010

unek-unek

hari ini, gw seneng dan sedih. seneng sih soalnya hari ini Kibum birthday... lalalala tapi sebel ini project TTnya gak karuan u,u kebanyakan fanbase jadi gajelas!
sedihnya gw pengen timeline twitter gw balik kayak dulu. capslocknya masih terjaga. timeline gw yang sekarang isinya full capslock u,u apalagi kalo ada event. aigoo bneran deh sesek banget. mau unfollow tapi gak enak -,- gimana dongs. gw pengen kayak jaman sama maya, lulu, sarol, puput, pemi, irin, rizka. hh kangeeeeen!
btw maya kenapa ya sama gw u,u kok jadi awkward gini deh. kayaknya dia sebel sm gw. emang gw berubah sedrastis itu ya? u,u aaaa sedih, galau. pengen kayak dulu lagi deh. masih jauh dari yang namanya fanatik. ngefans juga gak lebai. banyak banget orang brantem sekarang. termasuk gw sih kadang suka ribut juga. hhhh tapi ini situasi. mungkin kalo situasinya kayak dulu, juga gabakal gw jadi tukang berantem. oh God help me........