Kamis, 10 Maret 2011

I'm Sorry :(


I'm sorry for being sensitive. I'm sorry for being unsure. This feeling is confusing me. I cant think clearly. I do think negative. However what i'm thinking about is totally different from reality. Sometimes i could feel so happy because of your responses. But, when i do think negative, it seems like i don't have any chances. All the ways are closed. While the reality is not as terrible as in my mind.
Negative thinking is not good. It could take you to the worst mood. Though you it is made by yourself.
I have to admit that the way you act is confusing me. Sometimes it seems like "okay" but then you can change it into "no". I'm mad because i don't know how you feel :(
Lord Voldemort! Please teach me leglimency! I want to be able to read his mind!
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Hmmm if you really ask me "actually, i feel that way too. But the time is wrong. I’d be very happy if you want to stay here for about two months and wait for the right time. Would you like to do it for me?" , i will never walk out of this way.