My biggest mistake I ever made was thinking they were different. Turns out, they're just the same like a bunch of strangers :/

The technicolor phase

I am the red in the rose, the flowers
on the blankets on your bedroom floor.
And I am the gray in the ghost that hides
with your clothes behind your closet door.

I am the green in the grass that bends back
from underneath your feet.
And I am the blue in your back alley view
where the horizon and the rooftops meet.

If you cut me I suppose I would bleed the colors
of the evening stars.
You can go anywhere you wish cause I'll be there, wherever you are.

I will always be your keys
when we are lost in the technicolor phase

The black in the book
the letters on the pages that you memorize.
And I am the orange in the overcast
of color that you visualize.

I am the white in the walls that soak up
all the sound when you cannot sleep.
And I am the peach in the starfish on the beach
that wish the harbor wasn't quite so deep.

-_-

semuanya berubah 180derajat.
dunia yang tadinya aku cintai, yang penuh dengan orang-orang yang aku sayang walopun belum pernah ketemuan, dunia yg bikin aku ngakak tengah malem, yang ngajarin aku caranya berantem *hihihi*, yang penuh kesolidan pokoknya berubah.
bahkan aku gak pengen ngobrol lagi sama mereka. orang orang yang ada disana -_-
aku bosan.........
mereka masih saja membicarakan satu hal yang bahkan sekarang aku sudah tidak lagi menaruh minat tinggi -__-
aku... nggak ngerti kenapa aku berubah

I`m not gonna lie about this anymore. I break easily. I scar. I`m fragile. I get hurt. I`m not bulletproof, you know.
Because there's always some truth behind "just kidding" and a little pain behind "I don't care."
I really do love this boy, our long conversations, little arguments, endless smiles & you know..pretty much everything about him.
It's funny how I`m afraid to lose you when your not even mine.
Believe me: I really did like you, but I wasn’t gonna sit around and wait until you find out who and what you wanted, so I moved on.
I'm moving on. No more waiting. No more hurt. If you wanted me, you could have had me, but you didn't. You blew your chances.

You know what makes letting go of a crush so hard? The fear that the moment you let go, they`ll finally catch on.
You like me..but you don`t wanna be with me. What the hell does that mean?
 We met, we talked, we flirted, I fell for you, I trusted you, you flirted with her, you ruined everything. End of story.
Everybody makes mistakes. I also make them. But the biggest mistake I ever made was falling for you.

Don't say yes if you really mean no.