Dear Best Friends,

   Dear best friends,
   Remember the times we stayed up and all those laughs we shared and we never let a boy get us down, remember how we would never argue over the silly things; look at us now. Sad how distance tore us apart. It’s sad how we barely talk anymore, it’s sad that I’m that the only one who seems to care.

It’s hard to watch people change right in front of you but, the hardest part is remembering who they used to be.

I am just so sick and tired of this. I want to be alright
without you. I want to be able to go a month, a week,
an hour without thinking of you. Without wondering
why it is you don’t care at all anymore. I am just so sick
and tired of needing you in my life knowing that you
only make me sad.

I want a Cinderella Story, The Notebook Romance, A Walk To Remember true-to-death love. And to be completely honest, I want you and only you. I want to stop wishing for you at 10:10 because you’re already mine. I want to draw your name in hearts and not feel guilty. I want to stop sitting up at night praying to God to make you mine. I want to be with you, and only you. I want to text you day and night, I want to hug you and never let go, I want you just to be spontaneous, I want to hold hands with you and show you off to the world. I want you, and only you.