undefined.

Show me the way to make you happy
I almost to give up going through this way
Any words i said are useless to make you believe that my feeling is worth it
I have been being strong enough to hold you, to defend my feeling
But you're always like that, as usual, never miss me
Really i won't be able, until whenever i still won't be able to hate you cause i can't do that
It's hard for me, really hard for me to set apart between love and hate that i feel.
Do you know that i'm sad by myself?
Without you, i'm being alone
I've been waiting so long in the silence..
you like me halfheartedly,
I'm sick because of you.............

I'm Sorry :(

I'm sorry for being sensitive. I'm sorry for being unsure. This feeling is confusing me. I cant think clearly. I do think negative. However what i'm thinking about is totally different from reality. Sometimes i could feel so happy because of your responses. But, when i do think negative, it seems like i don't have any chances. All the ways are closed. While the reality is not as terrible as in my mind.

Negative thinking is not good. It could take you to the worst mood. Though you it is made by yourself.

I have to admit that the way you act is confusing me. Sometimes it seems like "okay" but then you can change it into "no". I'm mad because i don't know how you feel :(

Lord Voldemort! Please teach me leglimency! I want to be able to read his mind!

-_________-

Hmmm if you really ask me "actually, i feel that way too. But the time is wrong. I’d be very happy if you want to stay here for about two months and wait for the right time. Would you like to do it for me?" , i will never walk out of this way.

suddenly

tonight,
suddenly, i miss you all.
laughing in the midnight. i know we can never back like we used to be. i could never hate everyone of you, everyone of us.
we haven't talk for a long time. Did everyone of you ever miss me?

i really like this part♥

Yo and it's so, so
Sad it just ain't happening
Wish it could be better
Sorry to be scrapping
But I just can't let ya
Shouldn't be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn't live with myself seeing you lacking
The things you deserve
Baby you was a part ?
Must believe that it hurts
That lead this world
I feel the aching through my body
It just takes a bigger part of me
To be let you go
I wish that one soul