i call them seniors :p

I’m in proccess of being an ELF kekeke. I’ve known SJ for more about two years. And i like to talk about SJ with ‘senior’ ELFs. I call them seniors cause they are sunbaes (?) who had known SJ longer than me. They know SJ so well kkkkk~ and so welcome with newbies. They’re very kind and not annoying like newbies hhhhhhh so much antis call ELF ‘ababil’ -_- hellooooo not all of ELFs like that. senior ELFs are cooler than newbies. They are not simply trust with ‘murahan’ rumours and spamming then ‘galau’-ing too much about that. I also like their style to face antis. Not blaming antis like newbies do. They’re not kind of ‘senggol-bacok’ ELFs who complain too much and blame anyone who give negative comments to SJ oppas. They have their own way to be fangirls, simple but sweet lol~ and you know what?? They make me love SJ oppas more and moooooore because they still love our oppas in any seasons, and any conditions. Not too much but left an big impression. Kyaaa i love youuu sunbaes :D

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i dont know should be happy or sad. Im happy cause i could see you playing something you love today. But im sad, you didnt even take a look at me.
did you know that i came just to see you? preparing some reasons if they asked me why suddenly i came. it isnt as usual to come to the event like this. for me of course.
do you know that i've waited for about 3 hours? i just even saw you for less than 30 minutes at last.
well, i might look like i didnt care and came for nothing. But really i have a clear reason. YOU! only you.
I just could laugh when someone else yelling out your name. Really, i wanted to do it! trust me! but i cant.....
i dont want if they know about the way i feel. Let they speculated about someone who became my reason to came. I cant tell them.
Hmm sometimes i feel uncomfortable when they think i like someone who already has a girlfriend. But it just bcause they dont know the fact. Its not him.

Well, i know i shouldnt being like this. i shouldnt complain too much. There's no love without sacrifice, right? =)
and what i've done today havent been too much.
mianhe^^v