Dear Best Friends,

   Dear best friends,
   Remember the times we stayed up and all those laughs we shared and we never let a boy get us down, remember how we would never argue over the silly things; look at us now. Sad how distance tore us apart. It’s sad how we barely talk anymore, it’s sad that I’m that the only one who seems to care.

It’s hard to watch people change right in front of you but, the hardest part is remembering who they used to be.

I am just so sick and tired of this. I want to be alright
without you. I want to be able to go a month, a week,
an hour without thinking of you. Without wondering
why it is you don’t care at all anymore. I am just so sick
and tired of needing you in my life knowing that you
only make me sad.

I want a Cinderella Story, The Notebook Romance, A Walk To Remember true-to-death love. And to be completely honest, I want you and only you. I want to stop wishing for you at 10:10 because you’re already mine. I want to draw your name in hearts and not feel guilty. I want to stop sitting up at night praying to God to make you mine. I want to be with you, and only you. I want to text you day and night, I want to hug you and never let go, I want you just to be spontaneous, I want to hold hands with you and show you off to the world. I want you, and only you.

I want a boyfriend who will be there for me. I also want him to be my best friend. I want him to realize that i really do care & not just saying I do. I want him to love me for who I am & not just who I am pretending to be. I want him to bring me up when i am sad or mad. I want him to like my friends. I want him to be able to talk to my friends without me thinking he's flirting. I want him to never cheat on me or let me think he is. I just want someone to care about me. Who will love my dorky self. When I fall i want him to laugh then help me up. I just want a guy who will care. I want a sweet, funny, and a guy who can be all of these things. I want a guy who will care.

i d k

i dont know should be happy or sad. Im happy cause i could see you playing something you love today. But im sad, you didnt even take a look at me.
did you know that i came just to see you? preparing some reasons if they asked me why suddenly i came. it isnt as usual to come to the event like this. for me of course.
do you know that i've waited for about 3 hours? i just even saw you for less than 30 minutes at last.
well, i might look like i didnt care and came for nothing. But really i have a clear reason. YOU! only you.
I just could laugh when someone else yelling out your name. Really, i wanted to do it! trust me! but i cant.....
i dont want if they know about the way i feel. Let they speculated about someone who became my reason to came. I cant tell them.
Hmm sometimes i feel uncomfortable when they think i like someone who already has a girlfriend. But it just bcause they dont know the fact. Its not him.

Well, i know i shouldnt being like this. i shouldnt complain too much. There's no love without sacrifice, right? =)
and what i've done today havent been too much.
mianhe^^v

:-|

It scares me how easily everyone can move on so fast. How what once meant so much, can be forgotten like it meant nothing.
Sooner or later, everyone in your life is going to hurt you. you just have to figure out which ones are worth the pain.

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